I am Missing having a Family! : (In process of a Divorce) But My Male Clock Is Ticking Like Crazy!?

no you dont want children now you are missing your child and you think you are going to try to fill that empty space with a child and guess what ,it's not going to work. you need to take her to court and try to get to see your son, if she is the one who cheated then why should you be away from your son. you have never hit her or anything you have every right to go see your son. you have done nothing wrong she is the one who stepped out on the marriage, she is the who is living in your apt. i think you shouldnt think about getting into a new fresh relationship until you have figured things out and you get to see your son, right now that should be the most important thing in your life, not wanting to make another family and have babies everywhere, you know that is not the right thing to do.focus on moving on and your son, dont worry marriage will come for you one day, maybe the right woman will be theo ne to help you with your court papers, or help you pick out your sons clothes at the store, you never know , just keep your head up. good luck.